Searching for Hydrophobia's Lost Fics

Hi Guys~

I was searching for Hydrophobia's (Neo's) lost xxxholic fics, I remember reading her fics a long time ago and I remember they were very good, but since her LJ has been deleted and purged, I can't find any of her fics online anywhere!

I was hoping that maybe someone who knew Hydrophobia might still be able to contact her, or perhaps had saved her fics?

Some titles that I remember are "Anemone", "Measure for Measure", "Invoke", "Down this Road", and "Button Pushing."

It makes me want to cry when I think of some of these really good fics that seem to be lost now! ;__;

Any help would be greatly appreciated! Thank you in advance if anyone can help, please please do! Let's keep the Dou/Wata fandom alive! <3 love you guys

-I actually did save her "Button Pushing" fic, so I'll try to post that as well. (posted it in the comments, but had to split it into 4 parts because of LJ's word limit- please click on "read comments" to read it! :)

-cross-posted to the community-

Looking for specific pages

I'm trying to get back to writing 'Blind Tailfeathers' and need some help. Its fem!Watanuki so i've been rewriting some of what i think are major plot points, so obviously the window is one. Problem is, i can't find the bloody chapter. All the online readers i've checked have the chapters out of order. All i really need are the few pages of Doumkei passed out outside of Watanuki's bedroom.
Alice is Quite the Darling

[Fic] Dark!Watanuki AU

Title: Frequency
Author: SilkCut
Rating: M
Pairing: Doumeki/Watanuki, Watanuki/Kohane, Doumeki/Kohane
Status: Complete
Chapters: 7
Warnings: paranormal and commonplace bad habits; substance abuse; mentions of rape; manipulative!Watanuki
Summary: Watanuki knows he is now untouched by time while Doumeki remains a mere man made of flesh and bone and will one day expire. That didn't stop either of them from giving into their desires for each other anyway, altering their friendship into something hopelessly darker. In the midst of this, Kohane offers a compromise for the sake of the three of them which Doumeki at first hesitates to take as he continues to search for a way to be with Watanuki forever. Meanwhile, Watanuki dreams more and wakes less--being consumed by his bad habits both paranormal and commonplace--and even when he is awake, he dreams of Yuuko, as well as the man whom she has exchanged letters and wishes with from her past.


Looking for a fic

The story had Watanuki going along as the school archery team was going to a three day tournament. Of course he was forced to share a single room with Doumeki. But the big detail i remember is Doumeki's back was deeply bruised because someone's bowstring broke but he still won the tournament.

I don't remember the title or author but i do remember reading it in lj - here or the author's page.

Aiba Masaki

First Priority

Title: First Priority

Pairing: Doumeki Shizuka/Watanuki Kimihiro

Rating/Genre: PG/Romance, Fluff

Beta: No Beta [You’ve been warned]

Summary: Watanuki realized that Doumeki didn’t say ‘We’ but ‘You’, it sounds like Watanuki is his first priority if there’s a dangerous situation.

A/N: Finally finished with this fic, it took me months just to write this short drabbles. It seems like I lost my skill, not like I have skill to begin with, lol. It’s been a while since I read XXXholic, still waiting for the translated one to come out in my country. I hate reading manga on the internet. I don’t have the best connection when it comes to Internet. *sigh
Oh well, hope you all enjoy this story and please don’t mind the title, I’m not good with title.

Need a help!

Hi! I am looking for a DouWata doujinshi named "PARTY LOVE 104 LIFE!" but all the download link has been deleted. I wonder if you have the raw or another working download link? Please send me. Thank you so much!
DouWata Not Your Wife

Xxxholic: the live-action series

Sooo, who's seen the series?

I watched all 9 episodes (finally found them in English, though the Spanish fansubs were expanding my knowledge of the language). It was...different. I missed Mokona and several minor characters terribly, but for what it was it was pretty decent. Anne was a reasonably good Yuuko--flirty, mysterious, and she had that bit of sadness that makes Yuuko more than just another sexy flirty dominating witch. Maru and Moro were delightfully charming/creepy, and I loved the endings with them playing games with Watanuki and him being awkward/losing. Watanuki looked perfect, I thought, from his glasses to his pretty-while-still-slightly-awkward-and-nerdy face to his slimness in that classic uniform. He wasn't as awkward or flailing-and-shouting as anime/manga Watanuki, but that would not have gone over well in live action. Doumeki was...darn good-looking, and appropriately deadpan, though he talked more than anime/manga Doumeki. Himawari-chan, most people on the sites I've seen, seemed to be a two-dimensional cheery girl--until the last episode or two. I think she was trying too hard--her "mask" of happiness over her near-despair over her bad-luck self was not subtle enough.

One commenter on the Facebook page described the relationship between the three teens as: "Watanuki loves Himawari. Doumeki likes Watanuki." And another Donuts fan is born!! Really, I can see the live-action boys in slashy context so easily. Watanuki has the most kissable mouth, Doumeki is awesomely graceful in a controlled, Zen manner when drawing his bow, and, just, well, they're pretty darn true to previous versions and fit nicely with my fanon concept of the pair, at any rate.

Thoughts, criticisms, squees?